Happy New Year Shana nova

SHANA TOVA and Happy New Year!! Wishing you all a sweet and safe new year.

I need rest. I need peace. I need healing. It's been super rough since losing my sister Angel to Leukemia. I hate cancer. At times it feels like a bad dream that I can't wake up from. I am looking forward to the brand new fresh year ahead. There will not be a day when I don't think of her.

I am so very well aware that it's not just my family that is going through a tough time. There are so many of us who are going through some stuff. Sometimes we can talk about and sometimes we can't. I find that I need to step back and be quiet for a moment.

Every moment doesn't have to be filled with sound or movement.

Sometimes we just need to stand still. As a Christian, I want to stand still to see the Glory of God. Just to stand still and know that He is God. There is nothing that is happening in this world that He doesn't see. So many people want to question if God is good? If God is so good then why does He let bad things happen? He is a loving and kind God despite what you may have heard from your priest or pastor. God has given us choice as well. We can serve Him or we can do what we wanna do. He is a gentle and He will never push himself on people. I don't have all the answers, but seems we only call on Him when things are going bad and we need help. That is called being a fair weather friend. As long as good things are happening you don't call, or speak or think about Him, but when all hell is breaking loose around us or when the plane is falling outta the sky then we call Him. I don't want to be God's fair weather friend. I mean, I could never love God the way that He loves me, but I sure wanna try.

Prayer is the way that I get close or standstill. God is not caught off guard by anything that is going on in this life. He allows us to make our own choices. He can't want more for you than you want for you.

I want peace and harmony win my soul and mind. I want never failing love. I expect it. Believe it. That settles it for me. So I say," God, Gone do your thing. For you know the plans you have for me. I am fearfully and wonderfully made marvelous are your works. I pray that you will be safe and blessed and that you will have the most incredible New Year ever!

Shalom all up in your home!